i can’t hold my Mordred/Guinevere feelings any longer
i fucking dreamt of them yesterday and i never dreamt of arwen ! H O W.
and there is that pic of Arthur and Mordred hugging , and Angel/Alexander laughing AND OMG SKJFSJFSJGF
here is my fantasy
Based on the fact that everyone thinks Gwen cheated on Arthur
Mordred feels like she isn’t perfect and since he is a traitor himself
he understands her while some of the nobles look down on her.
He feels attracted to the queen ( stong and powerful image ) but also to the woman he learns to know for over a year , he sees her kindness and how she stands up to Arthur when he is wrong , he sees that she wears a mask like him too , she pretends that she is ok whereas the scars of the betrayal are still open and she can feel sometimes , for a second , the insecurity in Arthur’s eyes when he looks at her. He feels less lonely around her , as if he could be himself , she fell in love with the son of the man she hated the most , how ironic that he is falling in love with the wife of the man he hates the most ?
The more he gets closer to her , the more he gets away from Morgana’s influence. I think it’s important to insist on that , Morgana could have Guinevere by her side if she told her about the magic , there is always that mirror between hers, those parallels ( bad vs good queen ) so what would happen if Gwen finds out about Mordred’s magic ? Would she reject him like Arthur would ? is following Morgana the only way to get his revenge ?
Arthur being always busy and on quest , she finds a confident in Mordred , she knows that he would never judge her , she doesn’t why because she feels like she deserves what she got but there is just something mysterious about him , something that she needs to find out as if it depended on her life.
The thing he didn’t expect is that the reason why he wants to kill Arthur changed : it’s not only for revenge , it’s by jealousy.